Much like New Year’s resolutions, one of the greatest challenges of Lent is follow-through. The first week (actually half a week) is pretty easy. Your resolve is fresh; a little ash still lingers on your forehead. The difficult part is faithfully observing Lent throughout the following weeks when the ashes have faded, as the pious resolve you felt on Ash Wednesday dims.
The spiritual component of Lent makes it even more difficult than a New Year’s resolution because it isn’t just about giving up unhealthy practices and adopting new ones. It is about preparing ourselves to experience the profound Mystery and Love of God in Christ Jesus afresh.
As Pastor Heather Thomas, from Imago Dei Community Church out in Portland, OR, said, we are drawn into the season of Lent by a call, an invitation to “Return to the Lord. The one who loves you and gave himself for you. Come back to him in places where your heart has grown cold or calloused. Or come to him if you have never tasted his goodness before.”
“Come back to him in places where your heart has grown cold or calloused.” It is this call that draws me into Lent each year. Growing up into Christianity, Easter itself has a staleness to it for me. Once I stopped getting Easter baskets, going on Easter egg hunts and getting a new Easter outfit, the holiday began to lose its luster. Replacing that childish wonder with adult awe has been difficult.
The wonder that God incarnate would suffer persecution and death for the salvation of humanity does not always seem that wonderful. In part because it is all I have ever known. Like how a child growing up in an extremely healthy home still finds petty things to complain about and often won’t realize how great she has it until spending time with some truly dysfunctional families.
Over the years my appreciation and understanding of God and His love displayed on the cross and in the resurrection has grown immensely. Lent has played a valuable role in this process. Still, my heart grows cold and calloused. Throughout Lent, I struggle with persistence and follow-through. During the forty days my devotion waxes and wanes so much that by the time the celebration of Easter has arrived it does not have the gravity I hope it to.
I doubt that I am alone in this. There is no easy answer or easy fix, facing temptation is a part of Lent. These forty days are meant to be similar to Jesus’s forty days and forty nights out in the wilderness, fasting and facing Satan’s temptations. Our struggles allow us to further appreciate Christ’s righteousness and become more aware of our need for God’s goodness, power and strength.
Still I long for a more robust and devote experience of Lent in which I do not let one week or one day pass in which I’m not actively observing this season. Knowing my own weakness, I have decided to devote each Mondays post for the next six weeks to Lenten reflections. In this way, you and I may begin each week during Lent reflecting upon the purpose of this season and seeking a fresh encounter with God. Hopefully throughout this season we will find our hearts expanding in readiness towards God’s demonstration of love on good Friday and promise of transformation and hope on Easter Sunday.
Yesterday, I listened to a meaningful preparatory sermon for Lent by Pastor Heather Thomas. In it, she gave a beautiful analogy of what Lent is. In one of her friend’s paintings, there is a woman looking longingly at a beautiful horizon but she is holding fast to an anchor. I imagine her knuckles are white as she grips it fiercely fearing that she’ll loose herself without it grounding her.
Thomas said, “The moment of pause and consideration in Ash Wednesday’s purpose is to ask us to take a look at what we are holding on to.” Followed by a gentle whisper, “Let it go. Let it go. There is a horizon that is beckoning you. His love calls you…Give up that false sense of comfort. Let it go.”
Initially letting go isn’t that difficult. Sometimes it is relieving to give your hands a break from that tight grip. The challenge is continuing to walk towards the horizon instead of turning around and attaching ourselves to our old anchor. Or stopping ahead when we find another anchor to attach ourselves to.
Our Lenten tasks of devotion, our acts of abstinence or faithfulness that we’ve committed to, can even be turned into anchors if we do not allow them to help us keep our minds and hearts fixed on the horizon, on the love that is ahead in Easter. If we instead have our minds and hearts fixed on ourselves.
During these six weeks may we “run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God…Therefore strengthen the hands which hang down, and the feeble knees, and make straight paths for your feet, so that what is lame may not be dislocated, but rather be healed” (Hebrews 12:1-2,12-13).
Please, share what Lent means to you and your experiences in the comments!